Missing You Extra Today

Today is a hard day. I just want to see you again, walk next to you, hug you and smell you. I wonder about you and if you exist somewhere like rainbow bridge. I wish so deeply to know that you're doing well and that you forgive me for letting you go. I feel so much guilt sometimes for not being able to spend as much as time as you your last few years with having my human babies. Your absence in this world stings more than I could have ever imagined. I wish I could visit with you just to be assured that you're doing well.