Monday, September 30, 2019

Hello My Friend

Hello Ralph, It has been a while since I have written words to you but I speak them to you in my mind often. I find that during my monthly visitor when I am particularly sensitive I will miss you extra. The pain has changed as I can now see myself getting another furry baby some day in the future. Perhaps in 3 to 5 years when the girls are older I can see myself opening up my heart to another fur baby. They could never take your place as the love I have for you is the deepest I have ever known. I love you differently than any other relationship. This does not mean to say that I love my human family less but the type of love is different. It was just you and me for some time before my human family came along and for that I will never forget our bond. You have shown me true love and unconditional friendship. When I had to say goodbye I felt the deepest despair for which I thought I would not survive emotionally. But thankfully my family and time has helped me to continue. I am so grateful to have experienced our connection even though it ended in the deepest pain. Today I can say that I am doing well and I wanted you to know. Love always.